Dear You.

Lately, it seems to me that we have both drifted into our own separate worlds. Which was good because that means that we can do well with ourselves. However, I feel that while you freely come and go in my little paradise, I unfortunately have to go through some... let's say, obstacles, to get into yours. As time went by, I have learned my way through tough times, I have exceeded my patience, and hoped that at the end of the maze, there'll be something worth waiting for me. There are times when I almost wanted to give up, press the close button, and see what will happen to me next, but just like the fighter that I am, I didn't give up.

Every morning, I wake up with the sun rays lighting my face thinking, this is going to be a new day. Every night, I sleep in my bed, eyes almost always wet saying, there is always tomorrow.

Right now, just need every reason why I should hold on to tomorrow's promises, because I am tired of waking up and knowing that today is just like yesterday.

Everything is the same.

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You always seem to be in a good mood, I just can't see me spoiling it. I really need to be loved right now. I just don't feel it like before... maybe it's just me... I don't know.

I'm afraid to show how I really feel about you because at the back of my mind, I know that when you become so tired of me being like this, you could always leave me.

Which is sad, but I know it's the truth.

When you have read this, please don't confront me about this. Screw me because I am always afraid.

It is enough for me to know that you have read this, and know what's keeping me quiet most of the time.

If I am quiet, I just need you to stay with me. I know you hate me being quiet, but it's the one thing I know how to do... I'll come around in time.

I'm sorry if I'm being difficult like this. :(