So you want that shirt too, huh? Here's the details.

Check out Issue 19 of DPP (Digital Photographer Philippines) and be amazed by the accidental wonder of Lomography. I have my copy already. I shall by myself a Lomo camera, no matter what it takes!

I have finished processing my work permits (i.e. occupational permit, health card, and police clearance). My pictures in my work permits look like mug shots! lol.

Work's good. I still don't any smiles on their 'Smiley Face tally shit sheet', puro sad face, pero I don't mind.

SUMMER. Summer.

After summer comes fall. Yey.

If there is one thing you taught me, it is that, I always have a choice.
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I hate it when you're right.

What you don't know, won't hurt you. Tangina.


Anyways, I am too tired to do anything. I am basically tired of my life. I think I'll be having the best time this summer if I can just lay in bed, without having to worry about anything. ANYTHING.


And, getting drunk will be a highlight of my summer too. Matagal-tagal na rin.


I can't believe I am having a problem like this. Tangina, sana wala na lang sinabi sa akin.


I AM A DEAD FISH. and I am cursing too much na pala. tae.

What you don't know, won't hurt you. Tangina.


Anyways, I am too tired to do anything. I am basically tired of my life. I think I'll be having the best time this summer if I can just lay in bed, without having to worry about anything. ANYTHING.


And, getting drunk will be a highlight of my summer too. Matagal-tagal na rin.


I can't believe I am having a problem like this. Tangina, sana wala na lang sinabi sa akin.


I AM A DEAD FISH. and I am cursing too much na pala. tae.

Lets see how many days I'll get to finish this animation series. Ha! At least I have one solid plan for this summer, that is, to finish Great Teacher Onizuka. =)

This is how messed up my life was last twenty-o-seven.

I go home late, yet I wake up early. Everyday, I go home at around one in the morning because I was at closing shift at work. There were times I arrive later than one, but those were because I just came home after a party or a gimmick. Tsk, tsk. I go out on gimmicks even on a school night. My motto was, "Study hard, party harder." Despite of going home late due to those reasons, I still have to wake up early for school. My class starts at 9 am, I live here in Cainta so if I don't want to be late, I must wake up at 6 in the morning and leave home at around 7:30. However, during these late-night-out times, I always wake up later than scheduled, so I always ended up late for class. During the first semester of the past school year, one of my professors almost dropped me out of her class, because of my unreasonable lates.

I don't study, and I always sleep during classes. I don't study, and what worth is your cramming if you have nothing to cram to. Stock knowledge won't work either, since I am asleep during classes, I don't learn anything at school. During my vacant periods, I'd rather sleep than study because if I don't sleep during my vacant time, I'd fall asleep on my test.

I don't eat, because I don't have the appetite. Its like I'd rather sleep than do more productive things. Yes, there were times I'd sleep even on an empty stomach.

I live by coffee. If I don't want to end up falling asleep on my test, yet I really really need to study during my vacant time, I drink tons and tons of coffee. Kulang na lang drugs, para high na high. And I'm not kidding.

I was malnourished.

So there, if there is someone who unjustly abused her body, it is me.
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And that Nido commercial flashed through my mind.
"But see Ma, I learned."


lol. :)
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HELLO, HELLO, TWENTY-O-EIGHT!!!
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This post is so untimely. I don't care.

This is how bad work gets.

Management is now monitoring the cashiers' smiles and 'friendliness'. Everyday, they tally your smile and if they happen to see you frowning or sneering at your customer, they would mark a sad face :( on the tally sheet. Just the kind of motivation I need. *insert SARCASM here*

Is it hot or what?

Plans for summer:
1. finish a book.
2. Scrapbooking.

...I just realized that there's no sense in posting my plans for summer here in my blog. When summer ends, this post will just remind me how tied I am to work I barely had time for fun. :(

Its like Green Day is singing to me, "I hope you had the time of your life."


So much for the rants, I can hear GM saying to me. haha. :p

I miss writing.
I have all the reasons to smile, but I can't. Everytime I see her face, her very stern face, all the positive aura inside me disappears into thin air. She is like a dementor who sucks all the happiness out of you, by just standing there, by just standing next to you.

Life won't wait.
Imagine this. Me just sitting in a bench. Around a crowd of busy people, watching them hurrying with their lives. I wonder if I'll be like them too, too busy to slow down, too busy to care. I want to appreciate the very little things that make our lives wonderful. Like how a simple light of a lamppost could glow up the whole street. Or how a sunset would remind us of another day that has passed. I want to see the world on a different light, on a different perspective.

Someday is my favorite word.
Someday, we'll travel. Together, we will discover and explore things that once played in our imagination.


Because dreams turn to reality, and what worth is that reality if it doesn't include you.
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dahil tinulugan ako ng aking boypren. i love you, GM!