sa tagalog.

IKR. sa wakas, alam ko na ang ibig sabihin ng mga letrang yan. hahaha. IKR. IKR. so laggard much.

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nakakabadtrip ha, hanggang dito ba naman wala akong masabi. tagalog na nga wala pa rin akong masabi.

nakakapagod.

kailangan hindi sumuko. kailangan hindi sumuko.
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eto pala... napanood ko na yung Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium. sabi ng kapatid ko nakakaiyak daw. LOL. buti hindi ako naiyak. kulit sumayaw ni Natalie Portman nung nirerevive na niya yung magical store. :D

moral lesson ng movie, believe in yourself. sa tagalog, maniwala sa sarili mo.

IKR. :P

Now I'm not sure what you need me for...

wala na talaga akong pag-asa...

Have to let this go na... for good.

Actually, there are two things lang eh.

Wednesday, orientation for the PUPCET exam.
Then Saturday, Jaycel's Debut.

Yeah I have a boring life. Go excite me. :P

Lately, every piece of technology in this household seems to falter, one by one. First, the computer monitor (CRT)--half of the screen blacks out and there is a thin white line in the middle. For the past month, we have learned to live with the monitor like that, until today. We had the money to replace it. Now, no more halfscreen blackouts for us.

Next, is the digicam. I was crying to Nami on the phone a day ago when I learned that my digicam is defective. After one year and a month of use, the shots of my digicam are overexposed--the pictures are just too bright. Worst case scenario, the twelve-month warranty is already used up. Now, I have to scout every Canon outlet or Hidalgo st. just to get it fixed. I wonder how much it will cost. :(

Then, the modem. There is a problem with the switch. I can't explain it in words. Anyways, I already reported this to our dsl provider's hotline and soon it will be replaced.

I think I'm jinxed with gadgets/tech stuffs... I hate it.

I dreamed.
I wish that you would come alive and read my favorite story with me
We could also talk for hours, or watch movies
Welcoming dawn as we finally rest asleep.
We won't have to rush home just to beat the curfew
We could meet anytime of the day, any day of the week, if we felt the urge to.
I don't have to flip albums, or re-read your private messages
I don't have to bury myself in books, or paint my nails bright pastels
Because at times like this, times when I am sad, all I'd have to do is hug you...
And with breath, with you, full of life... You will hug me back.

I remembered.
I remembered how I got you, you came as a surprise.
You were the cutest, most adorable thing I have ever seen,
And I was showing you to everyone, proud with glee.
I asked him if you could stay with me, he thought hard and he hesitated.
Yet at the end, I got you as a special gift to me, from him.

I woke up.
I woke up to a dream, and I came to a realization.
It is not you who I want to come alive, it is me...

Me alive in him.

Because to him, I am just like you.
Something cute, something adorable
But is never alive.

I want me be alive in him.
Him--the person who gave you to me.

poema de autumn_is_near para miroku_nami
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Of all the ads, this one was the best. :) Hooray to McDo for coming up with the coolest ads!

I am back at myself again. The holiday season has been a roller coaster for me-it was so stressful. Came 2009. As I was holding a roman candle upward with sparks shooting out at the sky, I was vowing to myself that this year is going to be different, I am going back to myself that I lost last year. Goodness, I didn't even realize that I somehow `lost` myself last year. Pity.

Back to school. Back to school works. Back to friends...

The things boredom can make you do.
As for me it made me sign up for another bunch of social networks online (Facebook, Plurk, Tumblr) which is so difficult to manage, especially when you are the type who clears caches and cookies every other day because then you have to type your email account ten different times... It's tiresome you know. Another thing that boredom inspired to do is that it made me grab those dusty fiction books, read them and actually finish them! So as of now, I have finished a Sheldon, and a Gardner. And look, I'm blogging again. Yay. =)

Happy New Year multiply friends. xoxo.

Antipolo (overlooking Manila).
fireworks.
Krispy Kreme. Megamall.
Jollibee. SM City Sta. Mesa.
McDonalds.
St. Louis School. Portofino. Blue Reef. Cebu.
Catwalk. 5th floor. 3rd floor. PUP.
Curious George. SAW IV. Gateway. Cubao.
Intramuros. Malate. Manila.
Star Flyer.

Shoot an indie film. Host a travel show. Someone write a biography for me. Be a professional photographer. Cosplay Yukino Miyazawa of Kare Kano. Wear a geisha costume.

Well today marks the start of another year. Another year of challenges, experiences, realizations and of course happiness.

And on to 2009 To-Dos:

• Sing `You Got It All` on videoke. It's frustrating this song is not on Music Zone's database.
• Finally finish angolai.multiply.com's layout. It's my gift for my college friends. DONE!!!
• Make a new layout for me, of course. DONE!!!
• Find my Krispy Kreme doughnut name. (arte kailangan Krispy Kreme talaga)
• Learn Adobe Photoshop. Learn shortcut keys, learn tricks... Create my first mapped image!
• Gain weight. But not gain size. hehe. Is that possible?

Virtues I want to practice:
Kindness. Patience. Contentment. Understanding. Procrastinate less?

Happy New Year!

xoxo,

dani :)